I collect your ashes tomorrow, my love. I know you would understand why I haven’t been able to bring myself to do this. I won’t say “until now”, because I’m still not ready, but I felt that Valentine’s Day would be fitting. 14 February 2023 Journal “Spoke to a lovely familiar nurse this morning; J was back on low oxygen after being taken off as a test. Called J this evening and we spoke. Back on his feed and calm at present ❤️” Caledonian Warrior; my heart is with you.